You and I

This letter is addressed to the special girl of my dreams whom I have not met yet. Read the letter and see whether you are the one whom I have been waiting for eternally?

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Dear Love,

I need somebody like you who love to get butterfly feeling in your tummy at this age as you felt when you were 16. Yes, you are that different.

You are different because you mean a lot to me. You are somebody who is more than my best friend because even with my best friend I feel incomplete, I feel empty, and I feel lonely. I want you to complement me with your wit, your fun, your humor, your sarcasm, and your love. I want you to fill in the empty space in my soul with your love like a perfect soul mate. I want you to justify the reason of my being on the earth by providing your beautiful company. Let you be a mate to fill me with joy, and to give me the most beloved company that I have only thought, cherished, and dreamt of.

A bit of humor and sarcasm zings up a life and I believe that you have it in you. You are like a bottle of wine which tastes good as it grows older and every sip of it takes me to cloud nine. I want you to be funny too to pep up our lives and I will be as funny as your best friend who tried to make you laugh hysterically by doing weird things when you were young.

I love to see you laugh and smile all the time because I love you. It gives me immense gratification and happiness to see you and to think about you wherever I am. Whatever the reason, if I could make you laugh and smile I would feel satisfied and content.

If you love to laugh and charge the people around you then you could fill in my heart with loads of laughter so that there is no space left for sadness. And sometimes we will sit and laugh and laugh together until the laughter gets our eyes wet. Your effervesce and bubbliness make me feel light and top of the world at all the places and all the times, so please be like this for eternity. I do not believe in cheesy romance but I do believe in respecting each others feeling and making others feel the importance that they behold in my life. Be blunt but soft and convey your compliments and complaints and I do the same by appreciating you. True, man is a social animal and deserves attention.

You never want to get old. You are always young, enthusiastic, and optimistic towards your life. You like to go to hikes; you want to spend a month in jungle away from everybody, just with the nature and me. You want to do a world tour and ready to live in different countries during different times in your life. You want to go out with me on a bike and do long tours for days.

You are social and confident to interact with my friends with grace in my presence and absence. You are independent to take care of the needs of the family when I am away. You do not take decisions on your own and so do I, unless it is a trivial decision.

You are sensitive towards people and emotions and respect them. You are intelligent enough to understand and interpret my thoughts related to life, profession, philosophy, etc. and to initiate and participate in such intellectual conversations sometimes. You are cleanliness and hygiene conscious (not a freak) and you are not messy in your manners.

You love nature and appreciate it. The flowers, the sun, the sea, the sand, the dawn, the dusk, and the moonlight.

You have the passion to live life and its every moment. And when I am down in life or traveling through troubled waters I look at you for your support and you are always there with me to hold my hand. Because you are my inspiration, my power, and my purpose. You are the world and you are the stars. You are infinite and you are absolute because you are just you.


Few words about me: I am as open minded as the open blue sky where the boundaries do not exist but still has the horizon to enclose the openness. I have dreams like stars in the sky, impossible to catch but bright and vibrant enough to keep me going and challenging me. I am down to earth also at the same time and do not make fun of people or discriminate between them on the basis of materialistic or other trivial things.

My sense of humor is something which I am indecisive about because I am bad at displaying it to new people but as I spend more and more time with them I tend to become wittier and funnier. I believe that my sense of humor is more personalized and contextual rather than cheap and trivial. I cannot talk bad puns as I consider myself a quite educate guy ;).
Brainy, hmmm I can say I am because the company I work for pays me for that stuff; I am not sure whether they have selected the right guy though.

Loyalty is mutual and if I love somebody by heart, I am hers by soul and body. Every cell and every tissue belongs to her and nobody else can claim it. That is my definition of loyalty. Is it your's too?

I am not a gay...I would like you to look as girly as you could so that you can melt my heart with your charm and magic. I would like you to look beautiful so that my friends envy me that I possess you. And I would ensure that you get the best of the dresses and the best of the perfumes to fill up my senses with your beauty and to make me feel proud of the woman who means a world to me.

I love hiking, nature, challenges, and adventure and know how to enjoy it. I want to do things which are sane but crazy. For e.g. going to antartica for vacations. Going to Leh on a bike, etc. I am not really fond of museums and religious places but if I have your company then the place doesn’t matter because I am lost in your world. I love swimming and I love water but I have never tried sea travel. Not sure whether I would get seasick, unless I go and try it.

Never tried Sushi but have heard a lot about it. I also love food and keep experimenting with new food from every part of the world. I love cooking and serving food on weekends and trying new and exotic recipes. I am an average cook but my friend says that I cook well. Whatever I cook I cook from my heart.

I try to do jog every alternate day to ensure that I could justify the beauty of my partner. I also hate fast food, that was the worst thing to happen on earth. I don’t even drink coke and Pepsi but just fruit juices.

I am liberal in my thoughts. I like watching, meeting, and talking to people and noticing details like kind of earrings, etc as I am a designer and was taught to be a detailing oriented professional. I am a good listener but I am not really into too much of talking. Sometimes I love silences because it can be comforting and give space to retrospect and introspect. But I can talk at lengths provided I am in a good mood. I am very inquisitive and ask many questions while talking. I literally create another person in my mind after getting all the answers and try to understand and predict their behaviors. I think helps me in my job where I have to understand users and clients mental models.

I love to travel with people whom I love, if that happens the journey becomes utopian.

I can come along shopping if you would like to. I am not really into movies and TV but I like to see parallel cinema. I like quality over quantity. I like all kinds of music until it sounds pleasing to my senses despite of its language. I love to read when I get free time. I don’t like fiction because I consider it as a waste of time, unless it is a book like Pride and Prejudice.

I like dark blue and metallic blue colors. I love animals though I feel sad to say that I eat them for food. I love children and they really look cute to me. I would like to have cute daughters one day.

I don’t do drugs unless doctor prescribes it :). I drink scotch and beer sometimes...I smoke occasionally.....but I have never taken drugs in life and nor do I have any intentions. I don’t wear glasses and I am a social drinker. I won’t take offence if I am not your type please don’t be upset if you are not of my type.

I don’t have a car and believe in public transport.

I am a good hearted person and will do everything to see your heart crushing smile. I am as adventurous as a lion who just rules despite of the territory and the shape and size of the prey. I am as patient as Himalayas, and will wait forever to read the reply of my mails, will wait for hours to meet you if we get along, will count all the people whom you kill consciously and unconsciously by your swift, charming moves in a fraction of second. If you have a test paper which I could write to prove that I have all such qualities then I would write it in blood to tell you that I care about you because I love you. And I would certainly get A+ in that.

I wrote whatever I had to say. I like the honesty and always return it back. You won’t regret meeting me at any point of time in your life. I think thoughts are above everything. Sex dies but emotions and thoughts are something that bind people together. Get back to me if you liked my honest opinion.

Things that we would do together: I love going out to have fun but not to a bar where I cannot look into your eyes in the smoky darkness, where I cannot listen your honey dew voice in the loud music, where I cannot feel you in the jungle of drunken human bodies. I would rather go out and watch a sunset with you, holding your hand and just looking at the sun so that I can mock him. “Look sun you are going but I still have somebody to lighten my life through the darkness that you are leaving behind.” We would go out together to plant saplings so that we can go every weekend to watch them grow as the love between us would grow. Yes we can do much better things than just cuddling and hugging each other on a couch....We can go out in a drizzle and just move our head upwards to taste the first rain..... We would write letters in hand and not in e-format like emails to add emotion to them....we will make our meals together rather than going out to dunkin donuts and buying it..... We would go to long drives just to ensure that you are there with me to share the distances.....sometimes we would just sit back and meditate to hear each other's souls.......We would sometimes go out and do social service together and come back with satisfaction and real happiness.

And when you would ask me to hold your hands in the fog worn winter evenings on the lonely road in our backyard, I would then just tease you with a light note........hey I am not 22 anymore :P